Harriet Lund
Platinum Award - Expressive Writing
I am a poet and science fiction author whose work explores the raw difficulty of life alongside hopeful undertones. This piece addresses the dangers and beauty of the imagination (personified as a wandering 'creature of the soul'): its power to crush... and to save.
Inspired by a line in Chaucer's "Canterbury Tales", "Ymaginacioun" is written partially in Middle English: the non-standard spellings function, in part, to encapsulate the unconventional state of my body and mind.
As an author with a chronic illness, I have time to daydream. Most of my days are spent in other worlds. Nature often embodies the hopeful aspects of my work, representing the sheer breadth of the imagination, the road to a sunrise.
I studied English Literature at the University of St Andrews in Scotland and achieved a first-class honors degree. I now live in Shropshire, England, in the beauty of the Welsh borders.
I am passionate about linguistics; Anglo-Saxon is one of my great loves. For me, Language represents the potential beauty in non-conformity. Likewise, I am wheelchair-bound, mostly housebound, and unable to work conventionally, but my life has its unique purpose, encapsulated in my Christian faith
Ymaginacioun
We may dyen of the ymaginacioun,
That perellous creature of the soul.
Trauma
Bends my thoughts
To brazen shapes,
Splashes memory
In colours woven to deceive,
Betrays my senses,
Casts me into
A broken-maze reflection of reality
That terrifies in a warped familiar,
In what should not be –
And is.
We may dyen of the ymaginacioun,
That perilous creature of the soul.
Little golden fish
Drown
In the washing-up liquid;
Shadows rave and creep and tangle
Me
In their nets;
And I am hiding
Under the dining room table,
[Twenty-]six years old,
Hands secure over my head,
Begging not to be found
By what should not be
And is.
We may dyen of the ymaginacioun,
That perellous creature of the soul.
A decade of sikernesse
Splays the lingering hand of meningitis
Across my brain;
Body and mind unstandardised –
Society’s ruls cleer-cut shakn looss
To non-conformity.
And I’m on the floor,
Folded small against the eyes that scream,
Hunted by shadows.
We may dyen of the ymaginacioun,
That perellous creature of the soul,
That weori goost that wanders to and fro,
That wanders…
stretch out my hand
To a door that is not,
Step through
To a place that should not be
And is.
A caress of sensation opens
That weyfarer’s eyes and—
Fingers trailing gold awaken a mountain’s westward slopes.
Dew hangs heavy in the air;
A waist-high sea of mist
S t r e t c h i n g across the valley.
Morning is rich in my nose,
That unique, blissful scent
Of an early morning
Laden
With pre-sunrise dew.
Yet-furled blooms nod their heads
In the rising wind blowing from the mountains.
A wind tinged with the scent of snow on distant peaks,
Of sunrise cresting.
Ymaginacioun,
That creature of the soul,
Mapping worlds
To span neuron-bridges,
Tends a garden grown wild,
Lifts up eyes to distant mountains,
Shods feet to wander,
And
Explores